LIRIK LAGU BTOT-FATHER--AYAH-ABEOJI

Romanji

sseulsseulhaejin dwitmoseubi natseoreo
georeoganeun naenae barabodaga
geunyang nunmuri naseo
geunyang ulgiman haesseo
jigeumggeot moreugo san naega miwoseo

apeseon taeyeonhan cheok utgiman haeseo
hangsang nae apeseon ganghan cheok haeseo

saenggakjocha mothaesseo
anin julman arasseo
sseulsseulhan dwitmoseubeul mollatdeon geoya

geuddaeneun mollatjyo neomuna eoryeotjyo
nuguboda weroul tende
dagagaji mothaetjyo

ijeya aratjyo jogeum neujeun geon anijyo
neomuna hago sipeun mal
yeongwonhi saranghabnida
nae abeoji

hanchameul geureohge nan barabodaga
dallyeogaseo geunyang anabeoryeosseo

manyang ulgo sipeoseo
geu pume ulgo sipeoseo
dangsinui gomaumi neomu seoreowoseo

geuddaeneun mollatjyo neomuna eoryeotjyo
nuguboda weroul tende
dagagaji mothaetjyo

ijeya aratjyo jogeum neujeun geon anijyo
neomuna hago sipeun mal
yeongwonhi saranghabnida
nae abeoji

hansum han beon puk swimyeon da naajin deut sen cheok
naegen boyeoyo geudaeui heureuji anhneun nunmul
sangcheo gadeukhan gaseum
ulji ankon apasseul hyungteo
da naega mandeun geonde jakku haeyo wae geudae taseul

And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
ije naega ana julgeyo naege gidaedo dwaeyo
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
geudaeneun yeongwonhan naui nopeun haneurieyo

geochireojin sone jureumjin nungae
sseulsseulhaejin dwitmoseummajeo nan iksukhaji anhaseo

naega geuraetna bwa apeuge haetna bwa
dwidoraseon dwitmoseummajeo
naega namgin jimman gataseo
haejun ge eobtjiman nan
deurin ge hana eobtjiman
neomuna hago sipeun mal
yeongwonhi saranghabnida
nae abeoji

English Translation

His lonely back seemed so unfamiliar
I just watched him as he walked along
And tears just formed
So I just cried
Because I hated myself for not knowing all this time

Because he always pretended to be calm and smiled
Because he always pretended to be strong in front of me

I didn’t even think of it
I thought I would never see it
So I didn’t know about his lonely back

I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else
But I didn’t approach you

Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much
I love you forever
My father

After watching him for a long time
I ran to him and just hugged him

I wanted to just cry
I wanted to cry in his arms
Because my gratitude toward you was so sad

I didn’t know back then, I was too young
You must have been lonelier than anyone else
But I didn’t approach you

Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late
These are the words I wanted to say so much
I love you forever
My father

You pretend to feel better after letting out a deep sigh
I can see your invisible tears
You don’t cry over your scarred heart
With the painful wounds
I made those scars but why do I keep blaming you?

And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it, such a liar
Now I will embrace you, you can lean on me
And your eyes showed you were tired
But you hid it such a liar
You are forever a high sky to me

Your beaten hands, your wrinkled eyes

Your lonely back, I’m not used to any of those

Maybe that’s why I was like that, that’s why I hurt you
Even your turned back seems
Like baggage that I left behind
I haven’t done anything for you
I haven’t given anything to you but
These are the words I wanted to say so much,
I love you forever
My father

Indonesia Translation

Punggung rapuhnya terlihat asing,

Kuamati ia saat melangkah,

Dan genangan air mata terbentuk,

Aku menangis,

Sebab ku benci diriku yang tak mengerti selama ini..

Sebab ia selalu bersikap tenang dan tersenyum,

Sebab ia selalu bersikap tegar di depanku..

Aku tak pernah memikirkannya,

Ku pikir aku takkan melihat ini,

Ku tak tau tentang bebannya dalam sepi..

Aku tak tau, aku terlalu muda,

Kau pasti lebih kesepian dari siapapun,

namun, aku tak pernah menghampirimu..

Sekarang, sekarang aku mengerti, kuharap tak terlambat

Ada kata yang sangat ingin kututurkan sepenuh hati,

Aku mencintaimu selamanya,

Ayah..

Usai ku amati ia di waktu yang lama,

Aku berlari menghampirinya dan.. memeluknya,

Aku hanya ingin menangis,

Aku ingin menangis di pundaknya,

Karena rasa syukurku padamu sangat banyak..

Aku tak tau, aku terlalu muda,

Kau pasti lebih kesepian dari siapapun,

namun, aku tak pernah menghampirimu..

Sekarang, sekarang aku mengerti, kuharap tak terlambat

Ada kata yang sangat ingin kututurkan sepenuh hati,

Aku mencintaimu selamanya,

Ayah..

Kau berpura-pura merasa lebih baik setelah menghela napas panjang,

Aku bisa melihat air matamu yang tersembunyi,

Kau tak tangisi hatimu yang tergores

dengan luka yang menyakitkan,

Akulah sumber luka itu, namun mengapa aku menyalahkanmu?

Dan matamu menunjukkan kelelahan,

Tapi kau menyembunyikannya dengan dusta,

Kini ku akan merengkuhmu, kau bisa bersandar padaku,

Dan matamu menunjukkan kelelahan,

Tapi kau menyembunyikannya dengan dusta,

Sungguh kau sangat berarti untukku selamanya..

Tanganmu yang gigih bekerja, matamu yang telah keriput,

Punggungmu yang kesepian, ku tak terbiasa dengan itu

Mungkin itulah penjelasan sikapku dulu,

itulah kenapa ku gores luka hatimu,

Bahkan punggung sepimu

tampak seperti beban yang kutinggalkan,

Aku belum pernah melakukan apapun bagimumu,

Aku belum pernah memberikan apapun untukmu, tapi

Ada kata yang sangat ingin kututurkan sepenuh hati,

Aku mencintaimu selamanya,

Ayah..